Is there a reason that I feel like I have to make everyone around me happy? Is there a reason why I feel like I failed when I didn't satisfy a friend, family member, or coworker's needs? These questions always ponders my mind whenever I am trying to satisfy someones needs.
Most of my life I've always tried to satisfied others needs before my own. I've always helped my family and friends needs before focusing on my own needs. I've recently known this when a friend of mine questioned me as to why I help others when I myself need more help than anyone else. I'm not sure myself. All I know is that I should be focusing on myself before anyone else. However, when I don't satisfy the other's needs I feel like I'm low. Perhaps it's because I feel like I have failed them or maybe because I start to think that I useless.
I'd like to move out and be more independent and be successful. I just don't like when people put me down because of not being able to do what they want me to do for them, which I get a lot. It does make me wonder, am I a push over? Do I not want to be a leader? What will become of me if I don't do things that will make me happy?
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